Back from rehearsal.
It was fun…! Yeah, it was alright. My friend’s a good director I guess? And then I’m working with someone I know in the scene and his girlfriend came to see us and she was really nice and sweet and she’s, she’s kind of adorable? So I approve, but like in the scene he kisses my cheek and it was still awkward before and she’s there and I’m like “aguhblaguh” because, um, I’m not really good with physical contact in general? I mean I can put up with it for the scene because it’s acting, it’s okay, but still.
I guess it’s like…if you’re really close to me then like hugs ‘n stuff and holding hands are alright? I gotta really trust you for me to initiate a hug first. I only really kiss people if they’re like my family. We’ll leave significant others out of the picture because, like, as if I have those often enough for them to really count. But like random touching is not cool at all.
Dude I don’t even like it when my brothers just come up and hug me or touch me out of nowhere. I’m a terrible person.
