Be Hilarious - Speak Your Mind

The Anime Clubs is panicked about our big trip and we’re pissing off another club because of it. I’ve got a Thesis to write and five others to read/edit along with it, and critiquing gives me too many emotions. I’m taking five other classes besides Thesis with heavy course loads so I can graduate on time. I’ve gotta get more stuff clarified for March events and be present for all of these events and run the God damn events and advertise for the events. I’m helping a friend by acting in a scene for her and I’ve gotta do it a second time and I don’t have that date yet. I got roped into participating for Relay For Life and I know research for cancer is important but it’s a whole fundraising affair and you stay awake all fuckin’ night. I’m working with a guy at the career center to fix up my resume and work on finding a job for after graduation that I’ll most likely be stuck in for the rest of my motherfucking life. I have little money and once I’m completely out my parents will have to pay my school loan things until I have money again. My Mom - she had surgery today for her sinus infection and she’s having surgery on her leg after Spring Break so I’ll have to come home the weekend after Break to take care of her. I’ve gotta go into the city for an assignment for a class soon. I’ve got Honors shit I have to attend and make a speech/presentation for.

And you know what I wanna do?

I just wanna write my novel. I wanna go visit Matt and the peoples he knows. I wanna see my con friends. I wanna go to cons and meet more people. I wanna cosplay. I wanna have Sakura Matsuri cleared up and wear nice clothes and enjoy the fucking flowers. I wanna stop being a manic idiot at the front of a classroom.

There is either an Anime Club curse or I am going to break and break hard.